Here i am

2010 Here I am
I look at the road before me
I see the mountains and the hills
I see the rivers that bend left and right

Some of the road I see
But some is unclear

Do I run or do I walk?
Should I be scared or just love every moment of it?

Do i live a average boring life?
Or do I dream unreachable dreams?

A year of excitement and passion!!!

2010 Here I am

Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding

This is just something amazing i found in a book and it speaks for itself but embrace your pain it only lasts that long.

Time is ticking

I can't believe it! 2009 is almost something of the past and 2010 here we come!
Next year i'm believing for amazing things in my life. I'm so blessed and grateful with the things that are happening in my life, its just amazing.

So to start off my new year i'm going to Australia to go visit my awesome Sister and family that I miss so much. I wasn't so excited about my trip but i learnt that it just didn't kick in yet with me thinking about varsity and all that jazz but now i'm so Excited i can't wait! I'm so blessed that i have this opportunity to go all theses hours just to see my family and give them a hug and spend a good 3 weeks with them, Australia here i come!!

Coming out the water

I can't believe how long i haven't blogged for. But to be honest I haven't been able to let anything out. But today might be the start to new things.

In the past 3 months I've been stretched to an angle in my life that i'm not really used to. I think taking two years off my studying life to focus on myself and my inner strength has effected my studies but i don't regret it for one second but of late, varsity has been pushing me to the limits and my heart has been tested to see if i'm really in it because i'm in it. But not only university but most other areas are also being tested, and not like a class test, more like matric finals or something on those lines.

I think whats been happening is more for myself to see who i really am, i'm starting to see what I say I am or what I say i'm going to do is truly the truth and my heart and my words are connecting as one. I'm not getting it all right but the fighting spirit is definitely there. I'm learning to be more responsible for my own life and actions, simply because I tend to sort out everything else in the world that i end up coming last on the list, it's awesome that i'm coming out of the water and starting to see daylight in my personal life, I can see where I've grown and where i'm growing

Life is an amazing journey which I've come to learn that you can't write the script of your life and then as you read you try live that script that you have written for yourself. Life is bigger than that and the story that unfolds in front of me is greater than any story i could ever Imagen or dream up.

As I grow up and I see the future me to come. I start to understand this uphill that I am on. I'm enjoying this journey and I promise it is difficult but it makes it more exciting.

In all of this I am reminded of a powerful section in 1 Peter 1:6-8 which says,

"So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you have to endure many trials for a little while. These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold—though your faith is far more precious than mere gold. So when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.
You love him even though you have never seen him. Though you do not see him now, you trust him; and you rejoice with a glorious, inexpressible joy."

Mihow

SkateBoarding After A Long Time

This was an awesome day of skating with lots of good fun, sun and awesome friends. Live your life to the full in every moment and make it the best that you can.

Youth Ablaze City's Tour

At the end of September The Youth Ablaze Band is doing a thing called City's tour.

In the september school holidays we are going to be playing 7 shows in 7 days. From Vanderbijl to Joburg to Rustenburg and even White River. I'm so hype for the City's tour its going to be awesome. I've asked Pot to be the Photographer for the tour so check my facebook next month and you will see some awesome stuff. We also doing a pre City's tour in Welkom on the 18th and 19th of september.

If you want the YOuth Ablaze Band to play an event for you then check out the website
We have a thing called book the band
http://youthablaze.org.za
(Web site being redesigned so that will be coming soon as well)

Brain in a blender

Don't you hate it when life is so crazy that you don't know whats up or down, you hungry for change or want things to be different but you are scared to change what you doing but at the same time you're frustrated that things are still the same, you want to work hard but you are lazy, you are hungry but you don't know what to eat or that you want to loss some weight but you eat everything that you see, you are super tired but go to bed after 2am, you hanging with a friend but you feel lonely, you are focused but you are getting nothing done.

This week has been hectic for me, more of a battle in my head. It's been hard work but I believe that most battles are won in your head and i think I'm just going through some stress and head battles because i might be doing some things right and when you do things right challenges come and test you. So I'm going to keep on fighting and i hope i have enough strength :D